Round 4: confessions camera

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This is where you can post anything your character says in the confessions camera room. The room is soundproof, and nobody on-site will be able to see or hear anything they say in there. Everyone outside of the site will see what is said, though.

We're keeping this post unlocked so everyone can see, since previous round characters will be able to see anything said here. Just remember that stuff mentioned in here won't be known to characters participating in the round unless the character tells someone about it outside of the confession room.

Comments

week 1; thursday morning

[dereban]

[ When Inaba walks in here, she looks a little. . . distraught? There's bags under her eyes as if she hasn't slept - which, she hasn't, not really. There's a bit of a sigh, because she knows that people are still watching, even if she isn't exactly here for them. ]

This. . . is my first time doing this sort of thing, so I don't really know where to start. I wonder if you're watching, Atsushi. You probably are, aren't you?

I—

Don't worry about me too much. I'll be fine. I wanted to make sure that I said something since I don't know what will happen. I want to prevent any murders, but. I'm also aware that I'm not strong enough to do that, and it's admittedly pretty terrifying. I don't like admitting that.

That I'm scared, but. . . it's already out in the open, so I guess it doesn't really matter. But I'm not important. Compared to the situation-- I'm just a single person. Everyone has been too kind to me. And I don't? I don't deserve it.

If you were here, you'd probably say that I'm wrong. You'd be able to remind me that I'm a good person.

He's so similar, you know? [ She curls herself up in the chair she's sitting on, wanting to hide her expression. ] He said that I'm not terrible, and I— I don't know what to do.

And Dazai's so different—

[ And she just takes out her phone and starts to make tapping sounds.

For those who are familiar, it's morse. ]

I guess that's it from me. It kind of sucks that I won't hear a response but. . . at least I got to say this much properly. Venting it all out kind of helps. If nothing happens to me tomorrow, or Saturday. . . I'll come back next week.