Round 4: confessions camera

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This is where you can post anything your character says in the confessions camera room. The room is soundproof, and nobody on-site will be able to see or hear anything they say in there. Everyone outside of the site will see what is said, though.

We're keeping this post unlocked so everyone can see, since previous round characters will be able to see anything said here. Just remember that stuff mentioned in here won't be known to characters participating in the round unless the character tells someone about it outside of the confession room.

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Week 3 - Wednesday Early morning

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[Silver plops in the chair. It's some ungodly early hour -- 5 am, by the time stamps. He's missing his gloves, and his quills are pretty bedhead-y]

I went to bed really early. Like seven-ish, I guess. I woke up about half an hour ago and I can't go back to sleep. I'm... I don't know. I guess I'm lonely. I'm the only person like me here in this house. Heck. Maybe in the whole Foundation! After all, I didn't get any pictures of Blaze or Sonic or Espio or anyone in my stack. [he gestures to the camera] You guys out there... do you even think of me as a person? At least a lot of the others from 6350 are, or at least look like, humans. What am I, to all of you...?

[Silver frowns, looking down at his hands in his lap]

What am I to anyone here...? I thought, maybe, by being in this new world, this new timeline, I could matter. I could change things and actually reap the benefits of what I've done!

But it's the same as it ever was. The Foundation just wants to use me. Everyone is making close friends and more here -- love springing forth on the battlefield, huh? And I'm still just.... watching. I've been here a year and I've made... one friend? What's wrong with me.

[he wraps his arms around his shoulders]

There's probably a game today, so I have to put on a happy face. I can't let them see me falter. More people might die... [he grumbles and scrubs his face with his hands, then smooths back his quills] I'm really rambling, aren't I? I'm used to talking to myself, though. I'm better at that than anything. I'm sure they'll edit this, nobody wants to hear me whine. [a small, forced smile]

I guess I should try and get a nap in before the game later. ... Thanks for listening, camera.